i finally know why he has been treating me this way, like a different person. he finally told me that it's because of my “小姐脾气” dunno whether i got the chinese wordings right. haha. anyways, i didnt know that this bothered him so much. he should have just told me earlier. save me all the questioning. i feel more relieve now. but i think most of the girls are like that. im already v generous with him, as compared to my 2 ex bf. but it's still a matter to him. come to think of that, i remember how br flared with me once (ONCE during my entire 6 months with him) all because of my “小姐脾气”. haha.. but i was too proud to care at that time. i told him he can choose not to bear with my temper if it didn't please him. LOL.
i finally stopped crying. i think all that crying was because i didn't know why it happened and i didnt know should i blame myself, was i the cause of it or should i blame him instead. now that i know, somehow i feel better. im glad he tell me this tonight. before my BGS mid term exam tmr. i didn't revise it at all today. i had been thinking about us for the whole day. i feel hungry now. at 1 a.m. Lucky that my exam is tmr afternoon. still have time to read up in the morning. gonna search for some healthy food now.
May God bless me for tmr's exam :)
