life is not as simple as it seems. I used to lead a carefree life. Naive- might be what people call it. but after so long, i realise that sometimes things can be pretty complicated. it's just so drama-mama. well, but i prefer to be who i am now.
little did i know that people can be so interested in what's going on in my life. i can name a few stalkers of my blog. hence i blog less often. but, have they ever thought about why they're so interested in reading my blog? if you wanna know how i feel or what im thinking or what's happening in my life, just leave a msg on facebook or friendster. sometimes you dont have to do it so discreetly. Dont you know that it is already an open-secret? wouldn't you feel embarrassed?
but well, i cant be bothered about what they're interested in. i just have to not blog so much and keep it a little private. why is this so? hmm...
hmmm, my small boy is so busy while im rotting at home. i so wanna find a job. go for a swim. binge on ice cream. run a marathon. watch 3 movies in a day. sleep for 24 hours. party 3 times a week. sing k with my folks.
why am i still here in my room, staring at the glaring screen, surrounded with plush toys that robs space away from my bed? i'm miss contrary. it's just so right. gone were the days i look through old photos, reminiscing the past. i hope i dont move too fast. gotta keep some buffer for people to catch up with me, huh?
and oh my dear ladies, i hope your exams end soon. join me in the party. we so gonna rock the night away, get high and party. but please, no one gets wasted yea?
I'm so proud to have been gracious. live your life big man. what do you get in the end by being the petty queen?
