sadded. i have tuition later. i have sore throat but still need to go for tuition =(

in the end, we didnt go to east coast yesterday. we were all planning to wake up at 8 and meet at 9.30 at east coast. i woke up at 8am feeling extremely tired. so i called qin and she didnt answer. i assume she was sleeping. so i sms kx that we wont be joining them so early cos i was very tired and liqin was still sleeping. to my surprise, kx replied saying that she just forced herself to wake up so she said let's all go back to sleep; wake up alr then see how. then liqin called. she said she just came out from shower. lol. i told her to go back to sleep cos no one was going. so we slept. and i totally slack at home till evening then meet qin for dinner. today will be another slack day. i cannot go to malaysia with them becos i have tuition :(

i know i wont have an answer for myself till the day comes, when it happens. nobody knows and nobody can predict what's going to happen next. sometimes what pple say is true -- make a decision and stick to it even if it were to change your future. but it's just so hard to make that decision. weigh the pros and cons or follow your instinct, which is better?