there're more i need to change. i dont like the feeling that my friends have to be tactful when they talk to me and many even kept things from me. why cant just feel comfortable with me? i know that is my problem. i needa be more receptive.

ever since i was very young, perhaps during my primary school years, my dad had always asked me to improve on my temper. well, it's been long since i last heard that from him. perhaps partly because he's getting old and also because there isn't really anything at home which i can get angry over. i wonder what happened during my younger days that made me so hot temper. i think i'm getting better over the years. but i know it's still bad lah. recently, no one really test my temper. i wonder how it is like now. how weird to be thinking about this. i bet very few people think about their own temper. probably because they know their temper well and they just have that "this is just how bad my temper is. take it or leave it" attitude.