sometimes i wonder, do we blog for ourselves or do we blog to show others what we want to show them? if one day, no url exists and therefore nobody will be able to reach your blog, will you still blog? if you wont, com'on forget about blogging. live for yourself, dont live for others, will you?

i have to be mindful about what i blog. i cannot blog about the reality which also are the "wrong" things to blog. i cannot blog about what exactly is going on in my life. i can't, even though this is my blog. why? because people reads my blog. they find out things about me and about my friends and my life from my blog. some things might get my friends into trouble. i will get into trouble. it turns things nasty. why? just because the reality is ugly, that's all. i filled my blog with all stories to tell. you think it is happening? it's actually just 40% of my daily life. it is shallow. i can only blog about where i went, what i did and many times, i even have to LIE. the essence are gone. i blog plainly. no exciting stories to tell because i cannot tell. shh...

i even have to lie... IN MY BLOG. this is unbelievable stated truth. is this the reason why blogs are created??? it has no meaning. stalkers, please go away. you are obstructing my life. you really suck, dont you?

i dropped hints everywhere but they misunderstand me. what a joke. they are really dumb. OOPS, i mean it.

happening yesterday. i was damn tired that i coma once i reach home. BLOODY tired. i knew i confirm won't be able to make it to work this morning so i took half day off, again =XXX

anyways, luilui is soooo cute. i'm her new friend. and she's my new friend too. haha.

and she was enjoying all the attention we were giving her. haha.


met up with kelvin today for dinner. he kinda reminds me to stay rooted. haha. he still keeps his goatie. i honestly dunno why his image nv changes. i mean, i dont have a problem with his image lah but how come guys always look the SAME. hairstyle, specs, and his goatie. i think 5 yrs later if i see him again, he'll still look the same. haha. waraku's pasta is not nice.... i dont like. i prefer the one at tiong bahru. still tastes the best :)

i can't wait for the weekends to come. and tomorrow......... i'm always so excited about the weekends.

my bee is home. so bee dont only have black and yellow stripes. i saw one with blue and yellow stripes at juan's place yesterday. HAHA.

im such an impact, ain't i? lol.