Sunday, February 11, 2007

it's complicated

oh dear.tell me what to do.it's complicated.the attraction is always there i feel.i think that most of the time, pple will be attracted to those pple whom they have had a crush or feelings for before.that happens even when those 'feelings' are gone.it just happens naturally.prob because those pple belongs to their 'type'.
i'm close with this guy recently.but somehow i feel that he just doesnt suit me if we are really together together.somehow it seems like the attraction comes and go.prob it's because of who he is and the fact that i know how well he treated me make me take him for granted.but then, sometimes it's the things he do or the way he behave during certain situation that 'turns me off'.but then again, i believe it's the way he behaves which makes me attracted to him.oh my, im contradicting myself.
hmmmm.well, im actually kinda close with another friend nowadays.somehow he attracts my attention.n im quite sure he is attracted to me as well but not sure to what extend.i think he is aware that something is going on here.well, not to think too much into it.anyway im quite sure both of us would be friends forever.
do we look for pple whom we can get along with? same thoughts, same feels, same interests? Or do we look for pple whom we just simply get attracted to even though we might not have the same opinions, same reaction or behaviour towards certain situation? in other words, do we still stick to the ones who has a different thinking as us? like for example, this person might be the possessive type though you dont like pple who are possessive.
it's so complicated. but i wont be able to forgive myself if i take back my words. i'm be such a down right loser. L.