really dont understand why must you ruin it all. it's really a bad ending. for once i felt like i ended my past relationship well. at least it was a complete one. this is really a bad one. sigh. maybe it's the payback time.i used to be the 'bad guy' in the past. now it's my turn to receive the bad treatment. sigh. why...
i still have to go to daryl's birthday on sunday. dunno how should i face him. n i really have no idea how to let my mummy know. she'll definitely ask me the cause and i really dont know what to tell her. i dont wish to tell her the truth. it's all your fault. i'm blaming you. i hate you. i really do..
went to bishan with soke kim to do a bit of shopping and had dinner with her. first time dining at the hong kong cafe there, the food was quite good. and.. didnt notice that m)phosis has an outlet at j8. haa.. bysi is having sale now. quite cheap. i wanted to shop actually, but no mood again. sian. i want to be how i used to be. live everyday carefree and independently. no worries. no need to report to anyone. i will go back to my usual self. live my life like how i used to live. slowly i will get used to the life without you.
