when we talk about making more friends, we always say "broaden your circle of friends" but why do we never talked about narrowing your circle of friends?
I narrowed mine by 2 today. Or rather to be more specific, within less than an hour span tonight.
Have you ever encountered this, when you ask a friend, "hey, so who's your new gf?" he replied, "that's none of your business".
haha.. that's what my friend said to me today. and straight away, i dont see him as my friend, anymore. what for since he dont regard me as his friend. total rubbish. it's really low EQ. if he didnt meant to offend me, the problem is even bigger. because the worst is not knowing that it's wrong and you still do it, it is to do it wrongly and don't even realise it.
dont talk about him, since i doubt it's worth me saying further. Talk about the other friend. which i feel more puzzled upon.
This is the worst thing ever that had happened between me and my friends, throughout my 21 years of living. i've nv encountered anyone as ridiculous as she is. writing about it now makes my blood boil. GR told me to write it down on a piece of paper and burn it. he said i'll feel better. haha, i think so too. but i really cant be bothered to write and i dont think she's worth my energy and time so i shall not waste this space in my blog and write about that.
GREAT :) let's continue..
i saw this bedsheet at a bedlinen fair at CP. Yes! i bought it! well...... i thought it was a lil too much of heart-shapes and all but what caught my eyes were the wordings on the package "alternative therapy". haha. i thought it would be good as an alternative therapy for me since im lacking of love now. haha. quite random right.. but when you're obsessed with one problem, it never leaves you and it haunts you. You'll just associate it with anything you see or hear. AND as an add-on, it was on an hourly sale. From $16 to $12 for that hour, it gave me more reasons to buy.
Well a lil sad to say, when i reached home, my mum showed me a new bedsheet laid prettily on my bed. and the even more sad thing is that the one my mum bought me is nicer than this lovey dovey one. so in the end, i have to keep this away for future use. well nvm, that's a form of savings, "for future use". HAHA. too much of Econs alr. im going berserk.
one problem not gone yet another bigger one came knocking at my door. WTFFFFFFFFFFF. well, i really cherished my friendship with her but i dunno why she can think and behave that way. so you know, "WADEVER". i can't be bothered anymore :)))
i have more impt things to solve. and i refuse to feel sad over it cos she certainly dont deserve it.
To the rest of my dear friends, please give me strength. I need power to overcome this. THIS STUPID ISSUE.
I'm going for nice dinner with family tmr. IT's my MUMMY's birthday :))) i know my favourite chilli crab will give me enough strength to overcome this. LONG LIVE CHILLI CRAB AND FRIED MANTOU!!! hehe, i'm so gonna eat you tmr. wahahahhaa.
3 cheers for chilli crab. and 3 cheers for meeeee :)
