sometimes it is not because you dont have the freedom to do certain things, it's just that you never tried to gain the freedom. When you portray yourself to be lack of freedom, it is normal for your friends to believe that you have no freedom. And all the more you talk yourself into it. Dont blame me for not giving you freedom, you nv once requested for it. if you had asked, i won't stop you. maybe it's time for me to find another boyfriend. i do feel sick of it too. i feel tired too. i dont wnat to be stuck at the same problem every time.

i need some time to think it through too. thanks for being a sweet bf. i really appreciate it.