life's been good for me recently from a certain angle. I've learnt a lot and i'm improving myself. I feel happy for myself but the worry remains. what should i do to be successful and what is my definition of success? i'm taking one step at a time and not stressing things up. i hope that 2008 will be a good year for me :)
with him, i feel at ease. he made me a better person, a more selfless one. he taught me a lot. whether is it because of his character, his experience, or the way he treat me, it doesnt really matter. he can make me really angry sometimes, to the extent of feeling like pulling all my hair out and tell him 'kill me' (like what luyan also says when she was under intensive stress). But when i look back, i thought to myself, 'i can actually withstand it'. I think all of us have to learn to 'give n take' and to learn to accomodate and compromise with others, esp our close ones. with that, i hope to cont to learn and improve myself and i hope to enjoy and live my life happier each day.
So many things happened. changes are inevitable but we should learn to accept and adapt to them. to my friends, i'm beginning to appreciate them more n more. i kinda realise that im loving them more and without them, my days will not be the same. they're willing to be my listening ears, share my joy n unhappiness. sometimes i even feel that im 'too much' because i really complain alot:p well.. but it's only during times like these when you realise who are actually your true friends.
i'm writing this after reading kx's blog regarding the tag. hmm.. it's not a pleasant thing but perhsps we could all try and learn sth from it? for 'a', i guess it's pretty obvious that we shouldnt voice such personal comments without identifying ourselves? instead of sending the intended msg across to whom it may concern, it raised concerns and doubts on who u r and what your intention is. for the rest of us, we should know not to make the same mistake? as we all know, it's really upsetting for kx to see such comments in her blog esp when that person leaves no identity. and, in my opinion, it is not v helpful and sincere and true of 'a' if he/she really wants to 'help' (f ever he/she thinks that there is a need to) because by making nasty comments, it'll only upset her and make the pple ard her angry with u. (which i believe, is not really what u wanted). Well, a word of consolation to kx, don't be affected by it. we dont know what his/her intention is. and anyway, feel gd about yourself esp with us and your family behind u. we love u :)
shall end this 'once-a-yr' post here. gotta wake up early tmr. all the best to 2008 and i hope i wont lose anymore hair :)
